Faiths-illusions

I swear these holidays I've run out of energy/inspiration/effort I don't want to write, I don't want to do my school work, I don't want to go to work and MOST of all I don't want to even get out of bed in the mornings... I am needing to get at less four photo shoots done for photography by next Monday but I don't want to go out side and face the cold. Although the round-about near work has some of the most stunning mushrooms ever... And they are huge!!! On the topic of photography I still have no idea on what to do for the Australian water conservation photography contest, that an art teacher wants me to enter although I don't fit under the

who ever thought photography needed essays should be shot, really... I mean we have english and literiture for writing not photography... Grrr... maybe it's just my exploration Proposial that I'm trying to write. (had tea and now I'm back, I seems to be in a much chippier mood :D) Well I should be going back to my homework C-ya

Here's the story by best friend is in town which is brilliant :D cause she lives over in Tassie and we only get to see each other about twice a year. Anyway I was over at the boy friend's house watching a movie with both the best friend and the boyfriend. Now here's comes the confusing part, I like Rhi (the best friend) but nothing happened when I told her about me liking her and I haven't done anything to it due to her having a boyfriend. But when she's down its almost a competition between my Best friend and boyfriend which involves more sexual touching then normal. And worst is that I like being cared for and held between both of then wh